There will be a season when you have done all you know to do and still, nothing. No answer at the door. No sudden change. No sign in the sky telling you that tomorrow will be kinder. Just you, your unanswered prayer, and the strange silence that makes you question whether God is still listening. He is. Do not mistake silence for absence. Some of God's deepest work happens without making a sound. Roots grow in darkness. Healing happens beneath skin. Morning begins long before the window knows there is light. And somewhere beyond what you can see, your life is being moved by hands you cannot follow. So do not abandon your faith because you cannot trace God's footsteps. You were never promised a clear view. You were given enough light for the next step. Take it. Even if your knees shake. Even if your heart has questions your mouth is afraid to ask. Take it. Faith is not a life without uncertainty. It is waking up with uncertainty beside you and refusing to let it choose your direc...
Call me a fool.
It is easier for you
than admitting
I chose silence
when I could have spoken.
You mistook my patience
for ignorance.
My kindness
for weakness.
My quiet heart
for an empty mind.
You believed
I could not see
the whispers behind my back,
the borrowed smiles,
the hands that reached for me
only when they needed something.
I saw it all.
Every lie
wrapped in politeness.
Every laugh
meant to wound.
Every promise
that dissolved
the moment it became inconvenient.
I was taken for granted
like the air in the room,
noticed only
when absent.
Forgotten
when present.
So you called me naïve.
You thought
I never understood.
Perhaps it comforted you
to believe that.
So I let you.
I let you think
you had outsmarted me.
I let you wear
the crown of victory
in battles
I never wished to fight.
Not because I was defeated,
but because
peace was worth more
than proving you wrong.
Some wars
cost too much.
Some victories
leave the soul exhausted.
So I chose
to lose your arguments
instead of losing myself.
You saw surrender.
I saw freedom.
You saw weakness.
I saw restraint.
You saw a fool.
I saw a heart
that refused
to become cruel
just to satisfy
another person's pride.
One day,
you may discover
the difference
between someone
who knows nothing
and someone
who knows everything
yet says nothing.
Until then,
I will continue
to wear the mask
you gave me.
Let them laugh.
Let them judge.
Let them believe
they have measured
the depth of my soul.
For the ocean
has never argued
with those
who mistake it
for a puddle.
© 2026 Gloria Penelope
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