Lope's Thoughts

I know you are still alive, but I mourned you. Oh yes, I mourned you while your lungs still carried breath, while your shadow still walked beneath the sun. I buried you without a grave, because something in you had already died inside me. Your deeds were not wounds, they were knives you kept turning in the dark. You awakened a hatred I never knew my soul could hold, a cold fire that learned my name. I once saw you with the eyes of trust. Now I see only the ruins your hands left behind. You are alive, but the person I loved has no place in me anymore. I do not mourn your body. I mourn the illusion of you, the beautiful lie I mistook for a soul. And perhaps this is a darker death: to breathe, to walk, to speak, yet become a stranger in the heart of someone who once loved you. So live. Live with the weight of everything you have done. I have no grave for you, no tears left to offer. Only silence. And in that silence, I buried what I once called you. © 2026 Gloria Penelope

She was here, for a moment too small for the clocks to measure, too brief for the world to understand, yet long enough to leave fingerprints upon a mother's soul. A baby girl. A whispered promise wrapped in fragile dreams, carried beneath a hopeful heart that had already imagined a thousand tomorrows. Then came the silence. A silence so heavy it bent the walls inward. A silence that settled inside empty rooms, inside folded blankets, inside the spaces where laughter was meant to grow. The mother wept. Not the gentle tears that fall with ordinary sadness. These were ancient tears. The kind born from a wound too deep for language, too sacred for explanation. She cried for first steps that would never mark the floor. For tiny hands that would never reach for hers. For lullabies that would remain unsung, their melodies trapped forever inside her trembling chest. Night after night, she gathered her grief like broken glass. Each memory, each dream, each unanswered prayer cut her anew. Th...