When your gaze found mine, the whole world swayed, As if the earth had missed a hidden beat; The sunlight suddenly grew unafraid, Then melted like warm gold around my feet. I tried to look away, but something stayed, A trembling little universe in you; My eyes became two doors I could not close, And every secret seemed to wander through. I felt my cheeks turn roses in the rain, A sudden fire underneath my skin; The stars began to whisper my sweet shame, While little suns kept blooming from within. Your eyes were not just eyes, they were a place, A strange blue room where gravity was gone; I wandered through the silence of your gaze And somehow lost the person I was on. My heartbeat stumbled, then forgot its name, It ran barefoot through corridors of light; I blushed as though the moon had called me beautiful, Then hid my face from heaven's watching sight. The trees leaned closer, jealous of the view, The flowers opened wider just to see; Even the wind became unusually shy, As thoug...
The thoughts of you,
I drown within them slowly,
like waves that never learned
how to let the shore rest.
They rise without warning,
pulling me under in silence,
where even breathing feels like remembering.
They come uninvited,
soft at first, then overwhelming,
carrying echoes of laughter
that no longer belongs to the present.
I hear you in the quiet,
in the spaces between seconds,
in the places I tried so hard to empty.
Memories of both of us
linger in quiet corners of my mind,
replaying moments
as if time refused to move forward.
Every glance, every word,
every touch we once held onto,
they remain untouched by forgetting.
Your name,
it does not fade,
it settles deep within my soul,
like something carved, not written.
I whisper it without sound,
feel it without meaning to,
as if my heart memorized you too well.
I try to forget,
I truly do,
but forgetting feels like betrayal
to something that once felt eternal.
How do I erase a feeling
that once felt like home?
How do I silence what still echoes within me?
So I deny the truth,
wrap it in silence,
hide it beneath distractions,
pretend the absence does not ache.
I tell myself I’ve moved on,
that I’ve grown past the past,
but even lies grow tired of being repeated.
Because truth has a voice,
and it whispers in familiar places,
the streets we walked,
the air that once carried your presence.
It lingers in songs,
in passing faces,
in moments that should mean nothing, but don’t.
Where memories were made,
I now stand alone,
surrounded by ghosts
only my heart can see.
Every step feels heavier there,
like the ground remembers us
more clearly than I wish it did.
And still, somehow,
in all this quiet ruin,
you remain,
unforgotten,
unspoken,
undone.
Not as you were,
but as you left me,
a feeling that refuses to fade,
a story without an ending,
a name that still lives
where I once tried to let go.
© 2026 Gloria Penelope
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