There will be a season when you have done all you know to do and still, nothing. No answer at the door. No sudden change. No sign in the sky telling you that tomorrow will be kinder. Just you, your unanswered prayer, and the strange silence that makes you question whether God is still listening. He is. Do not mistake silence for absence. Some of God's deepest work happens without making a sound. Roots grow in darkness. Healing happens beneath skin. Morning begins long before the window knows there is light. And somewhere beyond what you can see, your life is being moved by hands you cannot follow. So do not abandon your faith because you cannot trace God's footsteps. You were never promised a clear view. You were given enough light for the next step. Take it. Even if your knees shake. Even if your heart has questions your mouth is afraid to ask. Take it. Faith is not a life without uncertainty. It is waking up with uncertainty beside you and refusing to let it choose your direc...
You were my everything,
not in the careless way people say it,
but in the quiet, consuming way
a thought becomes a home.
You lived in my mind
like a conqueror,
not with force,
But with a presence so strong
Everything else surrendered.
Every corner of me
spoke your name in silence.
Every plan I made
had your shadow beside it.
You were my forever,
or at least
That’s what I carved into my future
without asking for permission.
A soulmate, I believed,
was someone who stayed,
Someone who chose you
even when the world shifted.
But you…
You left.
Not loudly.
Not with answers.
Just enough absence
to echo through everything I was.
And something inside me
didn’t break;
It rewrote itself.
Losing you changed me.
My thoughts no longer wander
where you once were.
The softness I carried
grew edges I never planned for.
I stopped seeing the world
through “us”
and started surviving
through “me.”
Even my days feel different,
my habits,
my laughter,
the way I exist in silence.
I am not who I was
when you were here.
And maybe that’s the quiet tragedy,
Or maybe
it’s the beginning of something else.
Because the space you left…
It didn’t stay empty forever.
At first,
it ached,
a hollow place
where memories echoed too loudly.
But slowly,
without asking for permission,
I took it back.
Piece by piece,
breath by breath,
I reclaimed the parts of me
that only knew how to belong to you.
And now,
That space is gone.
Not hidden.
Not waiting.
Gone.
You no longer live in my mind
like a conqueror.
You no longer hold
the title of my forever.
You became
a chapter I survived,
not the story I remained in.
I still remember you,
but you no longer define me.
Because losing you
did not end me.
It changed me.
And in that change,
I found something unexpected,
a version of myself
that no longer needs
someone else
to feel whole.
© 2026 Gloria Penelope
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