There will be a season when you have done all you know to do and still, nothing. No answer at the door. No sudden change. No sign in the sky telling you that tomorrow will be kinder. Just you, your unanswered prayer, and the strange silence that makes you question whether God is still listening. He is. Do not mistake silence for absence. Some of God's deepest work happens without making a sound. Roots grow in darkness. Healing happens beneath skin. Morning begins long before the window knows there is light. And somewhere beyond what you can see, your life is being moved by hands you cannot follow. So do not abandon your faith because you cannot trace God's footsteps. You were never promised a clear view. You were given enough light for the next step. Take it. Even if your knees shake. Even if your heart has questions your mouth is afraid to ask. Take it. Faith is not a life without uncertainty. It is waking up with uncertainty beside you and refusing to let it choose your direc...
There is a place within me
where thought no longer speaks,
where language fades into something softer,
something deeper,
a quiet unfolding that no voice can carry.
It is there that you live.
Not in the simple sound of your name,
not in the fragile structure of sentences,
but in the spaces between them,
in the pauses where my breath lingers
as if it is even afraid
to disturb what you have become inside me.
My thoughts of you do not arrive gently.
They pour,
slow at first, like a distant tide,
then all at once,
filling every corner of my being
until there is no part of me untouched.
I try to gather them,
to shape them into something I can offer you,
something worthy,
something whole,
but they slip through language
like light through open hands.
Because what I feel for you
was never meant to be spoken.
It belongs somewhere deeper,
in that sacred space beneath my ribs
where my heart does not just beat,
it remembers,
it reaches,
It aches for something it has already found.
You are there now,
woven into every quiet rhythm,
resting in every pulse that keeps me alive.
When I close my eyes,
I do not imagine you,
I feel you.
In the stillness,
in the silence,
in the way my chest tightens
as if your presence is too vast
to be contained in something as fragile as a body.
This love is not simple.
It does not arrive as softness alone,
though there is tenderness in it,
a tenderness that makes me careful,
that makes me want to hold you
as if the world itself might break
if I am not gentle enough.
But there is also depth,
a quiet intensity that hums beneath everything,
a pull that feels eternal,
as though I have known you
long before this life gave me your face.
You do not just exist in my heart.
You have become its language.
Every beat speaks you,
every silence holds you,
every breath carries your presence
into places I never knew could feel alive.
And still, it is never enough
to say it aloud.
Because words feel too small
for something this vast,
too fragile for something this real.
How do I tell you
that you are not just loved,
you are needed
in ways that reach beyond reason?
How do I explain
that loving you feels like returning home
to a place I did not know I had lost?
So I stop trying to explain it.
I let it exist
in the way my voice softens when I speak to you,
in the way my thoughts drift back to you
no matter where I am,
in the way my heart steadies
just knowing you are part of this world.
And in the quiet,
where nothing needs to be said,
where everything is simply felt,
that is where my love for you grows.
Endlessly.
Deeply.
Beyond anything words could ever hold.
© 2026 Gloria Penelope
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