There will be a season when you have done all you know to do and still, nothing. No answer at the door. No sudden change. No sign in the sky telling you that tomorrow will be kinder. Just you, your unanswered prayer, and the strange silence that makes you question whether God is still listening. He is. Do not mistake silence for absence. Some of God's deepest work happens without making a sound. Roots grow in darkness. Healing happens beneath skin. Morning begins long before the window knows there is light. And somewhere beyond what you can see, your life is being moved by hands you cannot follow. So do not abandon your faith because you cannot trace God's footsteps. You were never promised a clear view. You were given enough light for the next step. Take it. Even if your knees shake. Even if your heart has questions your mouth is afraid to ask. Take it. Faith is not a life without uncertainty. It is waking up with uncertainty beside you and refusing to let it choose your direc...
I noticed the thirst on your arrival
before you ever spoke my name.
You did not come bearing love,
You came carrying absence,
a well with no bottom,
a hunger dressed in wounded light.
Your stories.
Ah, those fragile, trembling fables,
stitched from borrowed sorrow,
perfumed with practiced despair.
You have wandered before,
Haven’t you?
Sipping from gentle souls
until they ran dry.
You thought I would open
like the others.
Thought I would gather your broken glass
and bleed for the privilege.
But I saw the seams.
From the first tremor in your voice,
from the way your eyes calculated
while your mouth confessed,
I knew this was a theatre.
A story.
And so — I performed too.
I softened my gaze.
I tilted my head in mercy.
I let you believe
I was unraveling.
All the while
I was mapping you.
This was never love.
It was a strategy.
A board between us,
black and white truths,
where every word was a move
and every silence a trap.
A game.
You mistook my quietness
for foolishness,
and for a vacancy.
My restraint
for lack.
Perhaps to you, I looked fragile,
unarmed, unguarded,
a small figure waiting to be captured.
But even pawns
cross the board
and become something lethal.
I may seem poor in your measure,
useless in your arithmetic of advantage,
But I have never been impoverished in sight.
Never bankrupt in wisdom.
Never a fool.
I let you advance.
Let you believe the center was yours.
Let your arrogance bloom.
Because some victories
are sweetest
When the opponent never sees
The end is approaching.
You came to drain me.
But I am not a vessel without depth.
I am the ocean studying the storm.
And when the final piece falls,
You will understand.
I was never a prey.
I was patient.
And patience, when sharpened,
is checkmate.
© 2026 Gloria Penelope
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