There will be a season when you have done all you know to do and still, nothing. No answer at the door. No sudden change. No sign in the sky telling you that tomorrow will be kinder. Just you, your unanswered prayer, and the strange silence that makes you question whether God is still listening. He is. Do not mistake silence for absence. Some of God's deepest work happens without making a sound. Roots grow in darkness. Healing happens beneath skin. Morning begins long before the window knows there is light. And somewhere beyond what you can see, your life is being moved by hands you cannot follow. So do not abandon your faith because you cannot trace God's footsteps. You were never promised a clear view. You were given enough light for the next step. Take it. Even if your knees shake. Even if your heart has questions your mouth is afraid to ask. Take it. Faith is not a life without uncertainty. It is waking up with uncertainty beside you and refusing to let it choose your direc...
Forgiveness won’t come easily
no,
It may never come at all.
I lived a life ruled by hardships
written in his handwriting,
laws designed for his comfort,
his benefit,
His escape.
I survived inside rules
that never protected me.
These scars were not accidents.
They were carved
by a careless heart,
by disrespect dressed as love,
by dishonesty that learned my face
and lied to it daily.
He fed me false truths
over and over,
as if my mind was empty,
as if I could not feel the weight
of being fooled, as if I was a child.
I was expected to forget.
To absolve.
To soften the damage
so he could sleep at night.
But forgiveness lives far from my heart
So far, it cannot hear my name.
It will not walk toward me,
not now,
not with time,
not with death.
Even my grave will not open for it.
This is not bitterness
This is memory standing its ground.
Forgiveness will not resurface.
Some wounds do not ask to be healed.
They ask to be remembered
So the truth is never rewritten.
© 2026 Gloria Penelope
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