I tried to be nice,
Softened my voice, bent my will,
Did as they wanted,
Learned how to stand perfectly still.
I measured my steps for their comfort,
Carried their weight on my back,
Walked the extra mile barefoot,
Hoping love would walk me back.
No one noticed the effort,
The nights I swallowed my pain,
The smiles I stitched to my face
While my heart stood in the rain.
I gave until my hands were empty,
Until my name meant less than dust,
And still they looked right through me,
As if kindness was a flaw, not trust.
Like trash, I was treated,
Discarded without a sound,
Used, then quietly forgotten,
Left on unforgiving ground.
What a cruel world this is,
Where goodness is easy to break,
Where the gentle are mistaken
For people who can endlessly take.
If I grow colder tomorrow,
If my kindness learns to rest,
Know this—
I tried my best.
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