There will be a season when you have done all you know to do and still, nothing. No answer at the door. No sudden change. No sign in the sky telling you that tomorrow will be kinder. Just you, your unanswered prayer, and the strange silence that makes you question whether God is still listening. He is. Do not mistake silence for absence. Some of God's deepest work happens without making a sound. Roots grow in darkness. Healing happens beneath skin. Morning begins long before the window knows there is light. And somewhere beyond what you can see, your life is being moved by hands you cannot follow. So do not abandon your faith because you cannot trace God's footsteps. You were never promised a clear view. You were given enough light for the next step. Take it. Even if your knees shake. Even if your heart has questions your mouth is afraid to ask. Take it. Faith is not a life without uncertainty. It is waking up with uncertainty beside you and refusing to let it choose your direc...
They called me mad.
They stood at the edge of my storms,
pointing trembling fingers
toward the thunder in my mind.
"Madness approaches,"
they whispered,
as though it were some distant beast
crawling from the shadows.
But they were wrong.
Madness was never approaching.
It had already built its home
within the hollow rooms of my soul,
hung its coat upon my ribs,
and slept beneath my skin.
I became its closest companion.
Together we wandered through
the chapters of my life,
pages stained with tears,
corners burned by regret,
sentences crossed out by fate's cruel hand.
Some chapters smelled of spring,
of innocence and impossible dreams.
Others reeked of decay,
of promises buried beneath dead leaves
and forgotten graves.
Life never asked permission
before turning the page.
It simply did.
A mother's voice became an echo.
A friend's face became a memory.
A lover's touch became a ghost.
And still the pages turned.
I searched for meaning
between the lines,
only to find silence
scribbled in every margin.
Perhaps that is why
they feared me.
I asked questions
that the world was too frightened to answer.
I stared into darkness
until darkness became familiar.
I danced with my demons
until I could no longer tell
which footsteps were theirs
and which belonged to me.
Yet even now,
with ink-stained hands
and a heart heavy as winter earth,
I remain unfinished.
The final chapter has not been written.
The last page still trembles
in the hands of tomorrow.
There are paragraphs yet to bleed,
sorrows yet to bloom,
and truths still hiding
beneath the dust of unwritten words.
So let them call me mad.
Let them name me
after storms and shadows.
Books are rarely understood
before they are finished.
And I,
I am merely a story
half-written by fate,
half-written by my wounds,
standing between the end
and the beginning,
waiting for the next page
to turn itself.
© 2026 Gloria Penelope
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