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When Your Hands Are Empty #poemofhope #faithpoetry #spokenwordpoetry

There will be a season when you have done all you know to do and still, nothing. No answer at the door. No sudden change. No sign in the sky telling you that tomorrow will be kinder. Just you, your unanswered prayer, and the strange silence that makes you question whether God is still listening. He is. Do not mistake silence for absence. Some of God's deepest work happens without making a sound. Roots grow in darkness. Healing happens beneath skin. Morning begins long before the window knows there is light. And somewhere beyond what you can see, your life is being moved by hands you cannot follow. So do not abandon your faith because you cannot trace God's footsteps. You were never promised a clear view. You were given enough light for the next step. Take it. Even if your knees shake. Even if your heart has questions your mouth is afraid to ask. Take it. Faith is not a life without uncertainty. It is waking up with uncertainty beside you and refusing to let it choose your direc...
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The Smile That Devoured Her #sadpoetry #heartbreak #sadlove

He once gave her a smile,
not just any smile,
but the kind that softened the edges of the world,
the kind that slipped quietly into her guarded heart
and rearranged the furniture of her trust.

It was gentle.
Too gentle.

It felt like safety,
like warm light slipping through a cracked window
into a room that had forgotten the sun.

She held onto it.
Carefully.
Like something fragile,
like something she had prayed for
without knowing she had been praying.

But some things arrive as gifts
only to reveal themselves as hunger.

The change did not come loudly.
No thunder warned her.
No sky split open in caution.

It came in fragments,
in pauses that lasted too long,
in eyes that no longer matched the curve of his mouth,
In words that carried weight where there once was none.

His smile learned cruelty
before she learned to fear it.

It sharpened slowly,
like a blade being honed in the dark,
quiet, patient,
waiting for the moment
She would no longer recognize its edge.

And when it cut,
It did not bleed at first.

It bruised her silence,
fractured her thoughts,
left invisible fingerprints
around her voice
until speaking felt like disobedience.

He became something else,
not all at once,
but enough
that she began to shrink
without realizing she was disappearing.

His presence filled rooms
with a kind of pressure
that made breathing feel borrowed.

Even the air betrayed her.

It thickened when he entered,
wrapped itself around her lungs
like it, too, had chosen a side.

Fear did not arrive screaming.
It never does.

It crept in barefoot,
sat quietly beside her ribs,
and began building a home
from everything she could not say.

Brick by brick,
moment by moment,
It constructed itself inside her chest
until her heartbeat
no longer sounded like life,
but like something trying to escape.

Her hands trembled
before she understood why.

They shook in stillness,
in silence,
in the absence of anything wrong,
as if her body had memorized danger
and refused to forget the lesson.

Trembling became her daily meal.

She woke with it
resting on her tongue like bitterness.
She carried it
through hours that blurred into survival.
She swallowed it at night
when sleep refused to hold her.

And trauma,
trauma did not knock.

It carved its name into her bones,
stitched itself into her breathing, and 
echoed through her thoughts
long after the noise had ended.

It lived in the way she flinched
at softness.
In the way of kindness
felt like a question
instead of an answer.

It followed her into mirrors
and whispered things
That sounded like the truth
but tasted like ruin.

That smile,
that first, gentle lie,
still lingers.

Not as memory alone,
But as a haunting.

Because it taught her
The most dangerous lesson of all:

That cruelty does not always arrive
with a warning.

Sometimes,
It comes wrapped in warmth,
wearing tenderness like a disguise,
holding your trust
just long enough
to learn exactly
where to break you.

Now she walks through the world
as if it might collapse beneath her.

Every laugh is measured.
Every word is weighed.
Every kindness is questioned
like a locked door, she is unsure how to open it.

She has learned
to survive silence,
to read shadows,
to brace for storms
even under clear skies.

But deep inside,
beneath the fear,
beneath the trembling,
beneath the ruins of who she used to be, 
There is still something breathing.

Faint.
Fragile.
Unfinished.

The version of her
that remembers what it felt like
to believe a smile meant safety.

And sometimes,
in the quietest moments,
she mourns her most,

not the one who was hurt,
but the one
who did not yet know
How much is a smile
could destroy.


© 2026 Gloria Penelope

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