When your gaze found mine, the whole world swayed, As if the earth had missed a hidden beat; The sunlight suddenly grew unafraid, Then melted like warm gold around my feet. I tried to look away, but something stayed, A trembling little universe in you; My eyes became two doors I could not close, And every secret seemed to wander through. I felt my cheeks turn roses in the rain, A sudden fire underneath my skin; The stars began to whisper my sweet shame, While little suns kept blooming from within. Your eyes were not just eyes, they were a place, A strange blue room where gravity was gone; I wandered through the silence of your gaze And somehow lost the person I was on. My heartbeat stumbled, then forgot its name, It ran barefoot through corridors of light; I blushed as though the moon had called me beautiful, Then hid my face from heaven's watching sight. The trees leaned closer, jealous of the view, The flowers opened wider just to see; Even the wind became unusually shy, As thoug...
Life descends upon me
as if my name carries a hidden indictment,
a sin whispered into the marrow of my being
Before I learned how to stand.
Each dawn arrives already sharpened,
prepared to wound without explanation.
There is a secret ache lodged within me,
a quiet inhabitant of flesh and bone.
It burrows deeper with each passing day,
unbaptized by mercy,
teaching my body the vocabulary of suffering
one pulse at a time.
I ask why until the word thins to breath.
It rises toward Heaven,
only to fall back upon my chest,
unanswered,
as though the sky has chosen silence
as its final language.
My prayers gather like unsent confessions,
stacked at the altar of waiting.
I kneel daily, voice frayed,
wondering if God is listening
Or if faith is simply learning
How to endure being unheard.
Still, I do not abandon the floor of prayer.
Hope limps, but it remains.
My soul stays open,
not from strength,
but from exhaustion that refuses to die.
I ask now only for mercy
not clarity.
For healing
not absolution.
For ease
a gentler weight upon my days.
And if You hear me, God,
let this be enough:
to soften what hurts,
to steady what trembles,
and to grant me the grace
to survive this life
without losing myself.
© 2026 Gloria Penelope
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