It didn’t rise from mountains or maps,
but from inside my chest—
a quiet rumble I ignored
until the ground split open.
One moment, there were plans:
calendars neat with future dates,
dreams folded carefully
like clothes waiting to be worn.
The next—
lava.
Heat rushed through everything I loved,
burning paths I thought were permanent,
melting the shape of who I was
and who I thought I’d be.
Nothing survived untouched.
The air grew thick with ash,
every breath heavy with loss.
I searched for the old roads,
but they were buried,
sealed beneath what I could not undo.
There is a terror
in knowing normal will not return—
that the life before the eruption
exists only as a story now,
told in the past tense.
I stand in the aftermath,
shattered, still warm with grief,
watching smoke rise
from the ruins of my intentions.
Even silence feels broken.
Yet somewhere beneath the hardened black,
The Earth is still alive—
not the same, never the same,
but waiting.
And though I cannot imagine green again,
Time has a way
of teaching stone how to breathe.
© 2025 Gloria Penelope
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